“The only valuable thing my dad left with me is pain, and you are going to take that away from me?” “Yes.” F***,我又碎了。现在想想骨头依然隐隐作痛,希亚拉博夫自我疗愈的方式竟然是扮演伤害他最深的父亲,受害者扮演加害者真的不会痛吗,他幻想父亲别过头来轻声说“I truly love you.”的时候该有多痛呢,我又会有多痛呢?我一定要被迫原谅吗,长大就要被迫去原谅吗?我能不去原谅吗?(我又开始胡言乱语自我代入了)